I really am!
I'm sorry I pretty much disappeared off the face of the earth for a while. I am even sorry that I lied, on my facebook page, about the reason why. I said it was to spend some time on myself, this isn't true.
You see, life is hard during the summer holidays. The lack of routine can knock my boys sideways.
The biggest boys anxiety, and lack of self confidence, is trying to rear it's ugly head, I'm trying to stop it. To top it off he had his heart broken (I can't say what I'd like to do to her!). Thankfully he has not shut himself away, which is what would have happened before medication.
My middle boy has been a dream, apart from one or two days. He's spending his days, this week, with a Rock school. He's loving jamming with other musicians, I'm looking forward to the concert, at the end of the week.
Youngest boy............well, he has stimmed like crazy, he has spent most of his time on a tablet and, as much as I hate to admit it, has been bloody hard work! I am desperately trying to ease my parental guilt, by getting him out of the house, only succeeding once or twice a week. It mostly looks like this:
|He's under the blanket!|
Apart from that, I've had a holiday in Cornwall, a hen night, a wedding, a few days out, more hair colours and plenty of baking. Oh, and we must not forget the broken arm!!
Here it all is:
So please forgive me for not being around.
Sorry for not taking care of myself.
Sorry for missing Zumba AND the gym.
I will be back............promise!