Day 5, otherwise known as the day the wheels came off. I shall explain:
Breakfast: Poached egg on toast
Lunch: Oven chips and leftover gravy, from yesterday, 2 slices of bread
Dinner: 3 Marmite sandwiches
Snacks: 2 finger kit kat, bacon grills and a bag of radish.
(Way too many Carbs today)
I was all set to exercise today, at Zumba. Then the wheels fell off!
General Well Being:
This is where they came off. I was exhausted again. After a week of iron tablets, which I still think are working, I couldn't stay awake all day. By 5pm I was out on my feet, so Mr. Ojo sent me to bed. After the nap, I'm still very tired. I'm hoping it's hormonal.
My youngest boy came out of school in floods of tears today, that knocked me for six. Being autistic means he wouldn't tell us why. It took us quite a while to calm him, and we still don't fully understand why he was upset. That doesn't make for a happy household.
I should of seen it coming, it was a rough start today, too.
I wanted this month to be utterly truthful, today proves it. I do suffer with depression, days like today make it worse. I feel like a failure for not knowing what's wrong with my son, worse because it was daddy that fixed it, not me.
Life isn't perfect, is it?