I don't know why I'm feeling numb.
Maybe it's tiredness?
I just know that I'm not FEELING anything.
I can't remember the last time I laughed, found something really funny.
I feel like I should cry, but I can't.
My tween kicked off last night, really kicked off.
I didn't get angry.
I just calmed him down, told him off a little, then left him to it.
He got it out of his system.
All I could think was:
'Same sh*t, different day'
I'm off out tonight, with the hubby, to an engagement party.
This used to excite me no end.
Now I just feel exhausted at the thought of the preparation.
Don't get me wrong, I don't feel sad.
I'm not feeling depressed.
I'm not FEELING anything.
Just tired.
And numb.
Sending you a virtual hug! I know it sounds strange but quite often change of seasons really effect moods and energy. It sounds oh so 'tree hugging' but I have noticed it for years. Especially into Spring, hopefully you feel better soon...if not I am sending you to the Doc's as sometimes feeling nothing is also depression xxx
ReplyDeleteI'm genuinely unsure of what it is, I hope it's just that there is so much going on at the moment, I've lost myself xx
DeleteAgree on the comment above about depression but mainly wanted to say I am here if any use and your sparkle adds a lot to my world. Hope you feel better soon.
ReplyDeleteI could do with some of your current sparkle being sent my way xx
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