Me. I'm closing down.
I don't want to be part of what's outside my front door. I would rather just stay in my own, safe, four walls.
I opened up, you see. I made friends in real life. How stupid was that? To think people would like me, for me?
Then one comment, one slight, that may even have been said in jest. One comment has left me questioning myself. Questioning how people see me?
Does everyone think of me like that?
Does anyone know me at all!?
I let my guard down, I ventured into real life, I only have myself to blame.
I have learnt far too many times that the real world is harsh. I act like the strong woman, but I am easily broken. I cannot take harsh.
So thanks for teaching me that the real world is shit. Turns out you don't know me really, or don't care.
So I will stay behind my blog/twitter/Facebook. I will stay hidden in the community of thousands.
Because loneliness might not be good, but it's better than the hurt I feel right now.