Monday the 20th May, 2013. Not a significant date to most.
It's the birthday of my sister in law.
It's also a month to my birthday.
But nothing major.
I am writing this, however, to save the date in my memory.
Today my son was signed off with the Pediatric Consultant.
Should I be happy? Is this a confirmation that I am doing a good job?
Only it doesn't feel like that. It feels like I've been abandoned.
I feel like I am all alone now, with no one to turn to.
Who do I ask now, if I need help?
My son is still in nappies, I have tried everything, but he still won't use the toilet.
His speech is moving forward well, and his understanding is getting there, but what next?
I feel like I am standing alone in the crazy world of Autism.
I am a warrior though. This will not beat me.
Even though I now have NO ONE.