Yip, it's hitting me again. The world is a big place, that I don't want to explore.
I like my own company, I'm a generally happy person. However, socially, I'm supposed to go out more, interact with other adults, outside of my mum and hubby.
What's wrong with wanting to get fatter and fatter, enjoying good food and minding my own business?
Oh yeah, that means I'm costing the NHS money, because I haven't worked since I was 16 to pay towards it!?
So tell me......why the hell did I buy a Brit mums ticket!?!?
The nerves have already kicked in! The questions running, at a hundred miles an hour through my head! You want a snippet if some....
My blog isn't particularly popular, what if people think its pompous to go?
What if no one talks to me?
What if I get lost?
What if every one is a bit posh?
I'm going to be in a room full of people I don't know! What if I get tipsy and make a fool of myself!?
I blush terribly, what if I look like a glow bug the whole weekend!?
It's held me back for a long time, can I overcome it?
I think I can......I want to.......can I???