Saturday, March 28, 2015

I Feel Numb

I don't know why I'm feeling numb.
 Maybe it's tiredness? 

I just know that I'm not FEELING anything.

I can't remember the last time I laughed, found something really funny.

I feel like I should cry, but I can't.

My tween kicked off last night, really kicked off. 
I didn't get angry. 
I just calmed him down, told him off a little, then left him to it.

He got it out of his system.

All I could think was:
'Same sh*t, different day'

I'm off out tonight, with the hubby, to an engagement party.

This used to excite me no end. 
Now I just feel exhausted at the thought of the preparation.

Don't get me wrong, I don't feel sad.
I'm not feeling depressed.

I'm not FEELING anything.

Just tired.

And numb.

4 comments:

  1. Sending you a virtual hug! I know it sounds strange but quite often change of seasons really effect moods and energy. It sounds oh so 'tree hugging' but I have noticed it for years. Especially into Spring, hopefully you feel better soon...if not I am sending you to the Doc's as sometimes feeling nothing is also depression xxx

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    1. I'm genuinely unsure of what it is, I hope it's just that there is so much going on at the moment, I've lost myself xx

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  2. Agree on the comment above about depression but mainly wanted to say I am here if any use and your sparkle adds a lot to my world. Hope you feel better soon.

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    1. I could do with some of your current sparkle being sent my way xx

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