I actually wasn't going to do this, this week. I am finding it difficult to be positive about anything. However, the lovely M, who hosts the R2BC, is considering ending the linky. For that reason, I want to be there this week.
I am feeling very put upon, ignored and very very weary. I don't necessarily feel sorry for myself. Simply because, I have an awful lot to be thankful for.
It would be nice to be appreciated sometimes though.
I am even feeling it a little, in my blogging. I started this blog to vent, when I am down. I use it to raise awareness for autism. I created it as a place to be me. Unfortunately I find I'm having to be careful what I write, for fear of upsetting people, and that's not what I want.
On top of it all, I am unsure what I want of this blog. Do I want to keep it as a place to vent? If so, then I will end up upsetting people. That's a dilemma, because I hate upsetting people, detest confrontation.
On top of all that, my home life is a bit 'off' at the moment. For fear of upsetting people, I will say no more. I just feel unsettled, but I can't find what needs changing.
So after that, it is time to think of my, possibly last, Reasons...
1. The 21/2 hour bath I had this morning. My shower is in need of fixing and baths take time, to run and take. I simply haven't had the time, so I took boys to school today, ran a bath as soon as I got in. I didn't get out until gone 12.......heaven.
2. My Sewing. It really has kept me sane lately. All my current projects are completed, so new plans shall be made.
3. A Competition. I am running a competition, click here to go to it: A Jewellery Competition
I just feel like giving something back to the lovely people that read my posts. It's very easy to enter, but doesn't seem to be getting a lot of love at the moment, so do pop along!
That's it! Not sure if there will be another. For now though, click on any of the blogs included in the linky, below, to see what is making others cheerful. Or pop along to say goodbye to the lovely Mummy From The Heart, to say farewell.
x OJO x