Friday, December 28, 2012

Fear and uncertainty

Yip, it's hitting me again. The world is a big place, that I don't want to explore.

I like my own company, I'm a generally happy person. However, socially, I'm supposed to go out more, interact with other adults, outside of my mum and hubby.

But why???

What's wrong with wanting to get fatter and fatter, enjoying good food and minding my own business? 

Oh yeah, that means I'm costing the NHS money, because I haven't worked since I was 16 to pay towards it!? 

So tell me......why the hell did I buy a Brit mums ticket!?!? 

The nerves have already kicked in! The questions running, at a hundred miles an hour through my head! You want a snippet if some....
My blog isn't particularly popular, what if people think its pompous to go?
What if no one talks to me?
What if I get lost?
What if every one is a bit posh?
I'm going to be in a room full of people I don't know! What if I get tipsy and make a fool of myself!?
I blush terribly, what if I look like a glow bug the whole weekend!? 

Fear. Uncertainty.

It's held me back for a long time, can I overcome it?

I think I can......I want to.......can I???

xOjox 

6 comments:

  1. Hey there.... I've also bought a Britmums ticket, and have only been blogging since the beginning of November. I really get your sense of trepidation, but I also have a hunch that the greater part of the blogging community does not judge, measure or quantify a person by the number of views their blog gets. How about we make a deal to meet up at some point while we are there? That way, we both guarantee that at least one other person talks to the other!

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    1. That sounds like an excellent idea! I am utterly terrified, I've only ever neen to London twice!!

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  2. You'll be fine :) I went last year, didn't know anyone until I was waiting for my name badge and then saw one belonging to someone who's blog I read, met up and had a lovely time hanging out with her :D Enjoy!!

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    1. I have heard wonderful things about it! Xx

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  3. OK hun you're on. Keep in touch and a plan will be made. Perhaps I'll try and start a linky where people can hook up with us... Leoarna x

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    1. A linky would be good! Will you let me know if you do? Xx

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